hard work pay off
assalamualaikum, and happy sunday.
today is ikups' mac. and unluckyly i could not make it as my weekend is too packed. and the distance is quite far. it will waste my time just for the journey and i have to cover all my free time next weekdays to do all the things. maybe i will not sleep for a week!
but my intention is not about these reasons. i want to share with u all my previous time as a student. before that, i was told by my counselor that i was awarded with something special, and she kept encouraged me to go to the ceremony. but again, i said to myself, this award belong to my parents, the one who sacrificed everything for my study, life. so i let my parents to receive that prizes.
during my school time, i made a lot of effort to build myself. before i went to ikups, i made istikharah, and in my dream, Allah signed me with a very very special clue. I was told by someone that i will be part of the line up in that school. that was the reason why i choose ikups instead of irsyad. my beginning time was not good enough, because people judged you by your own cover not the content. and i say to myself, that year was 2012, that i must be the head girl on my last year at ikups.
i never thought that my dream came true, and on the first month of 2016, they choose me to lead the line up. however, nothing is perfect at all, and many obstacles i have to face. it was very frustrated when people who loved you before, ended up hating you just because you are the head girl. at the same time i have to struggle between my study and responsibility. i have to focus in class, so that i would not miss any single thing. and i have to bear in my mind that every action i made will effect my name.
people might look at me as the perfect one. but nobody knows i cried whenever i felt i could not stay with this position. i always pray to Him, and hoping that everything i do for my school will pay off, for my life hereafter. i felt very jealous towards those who can study anytime they want while i dont have that chance. and i felt very thankful to have a lot of supporters and good subordinates.
now, my time as student has ended, and i am on a new journey. i think the moment as a head girl was good enough to teach me the meaning of being a leader. now, my goals is to get better result and career. and to all people out there, just challenge yourself and always pray to Him, not just for yourself, but for others too.
i raise my case,
aidasakinah.
today is ikups' mac. and unluckyly i could not make it as my weekend is too packed. and the distance is quite far. it will waste my time just for the journey and i have to cover all my free time next weekdays to do all the things. maybe i will not sleep for a week!
but my intention is not about these reasons. i want to share with u all my previous time as a student. before that, i was told by my counselor that i was awarded with something special, and she kept encouraged me to go to the ceremony. but again, i said to myself, this award belong to my parents, the one who sacrificed everything for my study, life. so i let my parents to receive that prizes.
during my school time, i made a lot of effort to build myself. before i went to ikups, i made istikharah, and in my dream, Allah signed me with a very very special clue. I was told by someone that i will be part of the line up in that school. that was the reason why i choose ikups instead of irsyad. my beginning time was not good enough, because people judged you by your own cover not the content. and i say to myself, that year was 2012, that i must be the head girl on my last year at ikups.
i never thought that my dream came true, and on the first month of 2016, they choose me to lead the line up. however, nothing is perfect at all, and many obstacles i have to face. it was very frustrated when people who loved you before, ended up hating you just because you are the head girl. at the same time i have to struggle between my study and responsibility. i have to focus in class, so that i would not miss any single thing. and i have to bear in my mind that every action i made will effect my name.
people might look at me as the perfect one. but nobody knows i cried whenever i felt i could not stay with this position. i always pray to Him, and hoping that everything i do for my school will pay off, for my life hereafter. i felt very jealous towards those who can study anytime they want while i dont have that chance. and i felt very thankful to have a lot of supporters and good subordinates.
now, my time as student has ended, and i am on a new journey. i think the moment as a head girl was good enough to teach me the meaning of being a leader. now, my goals is to get better result and career. and to all people out there, just challenge yourself and always pray to Him, not just for yourself, but for others too.
i raise my case,
aidasakinah.
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