I'm exhausted!

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hi and assalamualaikum everyone.

still, stay at home? work at home? study at home? yeah don't worry, I'm at home toooooo.
currently, IIUM is doing ERTL (Emergency Remote Teaching Learning) whatsoever. But to be honest this online teaching method has drowned me and made me feel super super super exhausted.

sometimes, I wake up looking at my to-do-list, I felt like I am going to cry the whole day, trying to finish from A to Z. sometimes, I wake up and just feel not to do anything, scrolling through Instagram, Facebook, WhatApps back and forth. another day, looking at the upcoming quizzes and assignment dateline, I stuck in the room, trying to study and understand and also pretend to understand from morning till night, miss all the conversations with the family, and suddenly I am not doing well in the online quizzes. those things make me feel super super super tired and frustrated, of course! Indeed, I am not happy with the current situation.

so, today, something pops up in Youtube notification, and it is Aida Azlin's latest video about The Archive and everything she talked about 100% related to my current situation. it is okay to say to yourself that you are not doing so good at this point of life, to say that you cannot cope with this online things, and it is okay to let yourself doing things that she loves to do, to forget the list and priorities for while. but once you regain back yourself, in a better mental state and soul, then return to your priorities, do it again, and aware of your own capability. it is okay. everything is going to be okay.

so to future Aida, I just want you to know that at this time, somewhere in 2020, your pass life has struggled a bit, to cope with the pandemic situation, where at that point, she cannot do everything that she loves to do like playing volleyball, attending face to face classes, doing lab work, go for a food hunting and weekly study in the library. She just stuck in the house, specifically in her bedroom, doing all the university requirements like a crazy man haha. so if you are doing great, please thank your pass Aida for bear enough with those countless struggles.

I hope you, guys also can withstand this stress, try our best, and hopefully, we can end this as soon as possible. Just do our part, and let Allah decide and guide us so that at the end of day, we do not disappoint ourselves. 
[my to-do-list for this week, not even one thing has already be done!]


[one of my thousand selfies taken when i'm bored with back to back online classes,
 from moring till noon]



hugs and loves,
aidasakinah.

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